Okay so a few minutes ago my little sister walks into my room and says that my mother may have to get another job to pay the bills. Some of you may think nothing of this but it's a bug deal to me I hate not being able to help. I was planning on getting a job this summer after I turn 16 so that I can get gas money. It's weird to be almost able to get a job I've wanted one sense I was about 12 or 13 because I hate seeing my parents unhappy because of money it always makes me feel very helpless. I hate failure and I hate depending on people I like to be able to depend on my self and when you're to young to do much of anything it feels awful to sit at home hoping you're lawyer of a father is able to settle a case a bring home some money. Or to see you're mother struggle to find a job and not be able to do anything. It's one of the things that drives me to get a job and finish school and go after my dream job. My parents have made it through so much it makes me very proud to be there daughter.
Sorry I was really just rambling there but I feel much better. =D
