Questions?

Stolen from here -> http://www.marcandangel.com/2010/03/29/25-beautifully-illustrated-thought-provoking-questions/

1.How old would you be if you didn't know how old you are? Probably 40-50 which is slightly insane but I really feel that's about where I am.

2. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would the message be? Probably that it doesn't matter what a person looks like, what really matters is who they are on the inside.

3. Is it possible to lie without saying a word? Yes.

4. If not now, then when? When ever you're brave enough, or never.

5. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you? I'd be more out going I'd really express myself in a way I feel like I can't do now.

6. Are you holding onto something that you need to let go of? Yes, unfortunately it's emotional and not easily given up.

7. Have you done anything lately worth remembering? Yes, I went camping with some of my closest friends last week and learned more about them than I had in a very long time.

8. Who do you love? What are you doing about it? My friends and family, honestly not enough.

9. When is it time to stop calculating the risk and reward, and just do what you know is right? It was time a long time ago.

10. Do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength? Weakness, it's why I avoid it if at all possible.

11. Would you break the law to save a loved one? Yes I would't even stop to think about it. I'd do anything for the people I love.

12. When your old, what will to you matter most? The people I love I imagine.

13. Do you ask enough questions? Or do you settle for what you know? You can never ask enough questions.

14. Do you celebrate the things you have? Yes I'm very grateful for every thing I have.

15. When it's all said and done, will you have said more than you've done? No, I don't think so I don't talk unless I have something to say that I think some one needs to hear.

16. When was the last time you tried something new? Last Tuesday, I believe.

17. Which activities make you lose track of time? To many to count I lose track of time a lot.

18. If you could do it all over again, would you change anything? Honestly, no I content with my life.

19. What is the difference between living and existing? You have to take risks and make your own decisions to live life.

20. If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend? I honestly have no idea. I don't really build myself up or tear myself down.

21. If you had to teach something, what would you teach? Science, like biology or maybe mythology or  psychology.

22. Time or Money? Time no question.

23. Are you aware that someone has it worse than you do? Of course most of my friends have a much harder life than I do myself I'm extremely lucky.

24. What makes you smile? People who do the right thing.

25. What would you regret not fully doing, being, or having in life? I would regret not taking a few more risks and experiencing life more and not learning more.

Rants, rants how I love them

Okay so I don't think this is really going to be a rant. It'll be more of me just talking about all the stuff on my mind.
    Okay well I guess I'll start with the fact that I have a new obsession, Marilyn Manson. My friend is and has been obsessed with him for longer than I've known her. She talks about why she likes him and things a lot. She also has his autobiography, which she left in my car the other day and I started reading I didn't get very far but I read enough to get me interested. I'll have to barrow it from her sometime and read the rest of it. So this weekend I've pretty much spent stalking him. He just started a tour and is coming to my town, which is kind of what started this. And now I really really want to go ad see him when he comes. But there's one problem, my father. He's coming on a Wednesday which means I'll be at my fathers house not only that it's on a school night. So now I have to think of a way to approach this so that he'll not only let me go but hopefully let me go with just me friend.

   In other news since I last posted here I got and then lost a job. Alright so I didn't really lose it I just didn't get to keep it. I worked seasonally at target. I also took my ACT for the first time and got a 22 so it was alright but not great hopefully I'll be able to get it up a few more points and not have to worry about it any more. Then I need to figure out a few more instate collages I wouldn't mind going to as a back up plan in case I don't make it into the one I really want. I still need another job and I need to get my grades up.

God when did life get this complicated?