My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon- Fall Out Boy.
Sitting there on the ledge thinking of all the things that had happened in the last day I realize that most of it could have been avoided, but then I would of made the same mistakes some other time. I should have been content with the people around me and the ones who made me the happiest. Now most of them are either dead or they hate me, I'm stupid for thinking anyone would murder they're entire family with out a reason.
Seventeen Forever- Metro Station.
Pulling away I think of what my mother would have said to me if she could see me now. How she'd tell me I'd end up just like her, hurting, pregnant and then dead. Wishing I could just get her out of my head, why did I have to suffer for their mistakes. I hate how responsible I am because of it. I wish I could be a kid for just a little while but that won't ever happen we can't change the past and we can't control the future.
Right Round- Flo Rida I need to stop, if I keep going I'll probably end up dead or at least be wishing I was. But I don't want to this lets me enjoy myself, if only a little. The people around me disgust me though, I can't stand how they all look at each other like they don't have a care in the world or anything to do for the rest of their lives but enjoy this life. Maybe they don't but I'd bet that half of them do have some thing, a kid, a job or a family, that they do have something; anything to live for.