Friday, February 18, 2011

I'm bored and the word demo on my computer ran out...

This is really not something you want to read it'll be full of mistakes and it will bounce all over the place. It's kind of a writing exercise I just made up. It'll be a bunch of short random song fics. for Naruto.

                                                                                                                                                                   
My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon- Fall Out Boy.
         Sitting there on the ledge thinking of all the things that had happened in the last day I realize that most of it could have been avoided, but then I would of made the same mistakes some other time. I should have been content with the people around me and the ones who made me the happiest. Now most of them are either dead or they hate me, I'm stupid for thinking anyone would murder they're entire family with out a reason. 

Seventeen Forever- Metro Station.
      Pulling away I think of what my mother would have said to me if she could see me now. How she'd tell me I'd end up just like her, hurting, pregnant and then dead. Wishing I could just get her out of my head, why did I have to suffer for their mistakes. I hate how responsible I am because of it. I wish I could be a kid for just a little while but that won't ever happen we can't change the past and we can't control the future.

Right Round- Flo Rida    I need to stop, if I keep going I'll probably end up dead or at least be wishing I was. But I don't want to this lets me enjoy myself, if only a little. The people around me disgust me though, I can't stand how they all look at each other like they don't have a care in the world or anything to do for the rest of their lives but enjoy this life. Maybe they don't but I'd bet that half of them do have some thing, a kid, a job or a family, that they do have something; anything to live for.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

People

So I would say this is probably going to be really boring to you because it's just going to be me ranting about how rude people can be, you have been warned.
     Okay so I write small stories and publish them on sites so that I can get reviews and feedback. I'm not a great writer but I could be a lot worse. Sure I don't always use proper grammar and I randomly changes tenses some times, but you know what they say practice makes perfect. So I published a story on a site some of you maybe familiar with, fanfiction.net, it was about a character named Cain who I'll admit is well common but I really enjoy writing about her. The story was just a chapter long because I had just started it and wanted to know if anyone wanted me to continue it. I logged off for the night and when I went to check on the story this morning there was a comment, which really excited me because like I said I love comments and advise. So I clicked on the comment and instead of finding complements, praise, approval or even constructive criticism, I found a comment that basically attacked both me as a writer, and the character I was writing about. The person basically said that they'd seen what I was writing before, that I made a bunch of grammatical errors, that I was messing up the movie and that I should just leave it alone because I pretty much just really suck, and that the character I was writing about was boring and run of the mill. Okay I see your point I make mistakes and I like run of the mill charters, and yes it is a really great movie. But that doesn't give you the right to attack me and say that I should stop. I had also mentioned that I might add another of the great characters in the movie and the person commented that I had all ready messed the character that was in the story and to not mess with their favorite on top of that. Of course that makes me want to add that character in so much more. They also said that this was the first time they had commented on my story, which I take to mean that they've put comments out there like this before.

Well let me just tell you if you are the person who did this to me, you know someone like this and they bully you or your like this. The actors and actresses in the movies I can tell you for sure that they make mistakes that they were at one point little kids who could only dream of acting. That they would say that the more you practice the better you get and that we should encourage and help those around us to give them advise and support. That I post on the web my stories to get better to find people with similar interests and simply because I can. That people like you are the reason that amazing people with there lives ahead of them commit suicide people like the great Heath Ledger, Ernest Hemingway and Hunter Thompson, among others.